Sincerity

the feelings inside me that drive me insane

are never quite easy to try to explain

i want to be honest and say things i feel

but vulnerability is such an ordeal

i want to prove strength, reveal skin that's thick

but if you believe that, it's really a trick

its easy for me to portray the tough stances

but as a result, I have lost all my chances

cuz inside i'm longing to tell you the truth

i'll bottle it up and youll never find proof

Explaining the thoughts that are kept deep inside

will just cause the reflex to go run and hide

and how youll respond is the most fearsome part

especially when i have offered my heart

see its happened in stages throughout my whole life

it seems i've been cut by the same jagged knife

So this is the reason you'll never quite know

that each day i see you, inside me you'll grow

Time will just pass and i still wont express

but take note of how much i'll try to impress

its like this with life, i prepare with my armor

dont worry for me, i can still be a charmer

my pride i'll hold onto with all of my might

with so much conviction, im not saying its right

i hope you can grasp what i'm trying to say

so here i will end cuz i dont have all day.